It's time I sit and have a heart to heart with you 'Pearl'.
I do not understand you at times. Why do you insist on believing that the rest of the world is out to screw you?? Why such intense distrust?
Remember when I gave you your postcards and you wanted to "check" my stash to verify if I've taken your bicycle one "by mistake, of course, T!" It was a 35pence card with sad wheeled vehicles on it, I see absolutely nothing in it to make me want to hide it from you. Yet you suspected. And you checked. And went away dissatisfied.
Think. Mebbe that feeling of dissatisfaction was stemming from the fact that you suspected a friend of stealing your...and it pains me to even write it, its so awful... postcard!!
The times when you cross-questioned me to see if your secrets were safe...those very secrets which I overheard you tell yourself 2 other people the next day in class.
When you wanted to know the exact details of where we met your then-crush in Nags, what did we say, analyzing each word for any sly come-hither signals I just might have given him...it was incredibly irritating!! Do you realize how insulting you were then?
Remember when you demanded your money back at gym class, emphatic in the absurd notion that some girls hate you?? There will always be cliques. And some you might not be a part of. No one is making you feel out of place but yourself. 'For the world looks yellow to a jaundiced eye...'
Be reasonable. Since we've regular classes on the 5 weekdays, an extra session is only possible during the weekend. Why cheapen urself the way u did by asking for money? "won" such a major battle, did you, at the cost of the genial feelings ppl mite have had for you?
We can all live with civility. Without looking for ways to hurt each other.
I like u, Pearl. But sometimes you make it so hard to get you..
I do not understand you at times. Why do you insist on believing that the rest of the world is out to screw you?? Why such intense distrust?
Remember when I gave you your postcards and you wanted to "check" my stash to verify if I've taken your bicycle one "by mistake, of course, T!" It was a 35pence card with sad wheeled vehicles on it, I see absolutely nothing in it to make me want to hide it from you. Yet you suspected. And you checked. And went away dissatisfied.
Think. Mebbe that feeling of dissatisfaction was stemming from the fact that you suspected a friend of stealing your...and it pains me to even write it, its so awful... postcard!!
The times when you cross-questioned me to see if your secrets were safe...those very secrets which I overheard you tell yourself 2 other people the next day in class.
When you wanted to know the exact details of where we met your then-crush in Nags, what did we say, analyzing each word for any sly come-hither signals I just might have given him...it was incredibly irritating!! Do you realize how insulting you were then?
Remember when you demanded your money back at gym class, emphatic in the absurd notion that some girls hate you?? There will always be cliques. And some you might not be a part of. No one is making you feel out of place but yourself. 'For the world looks yellow to a jaundiced eye...'
Be reasonable. Since we've regular classes on the 5 weekdays, an extra session is only possible during the weekend. Why cheapen urself the way u did by asking for money? "won" such a major battle, did you, at the cost of the genial feelings ppl mite have had for you?
We can all live with civility. Without looking for ways to hurt each other.
I like u, Pearl. But sometimes you make it so hard to get you..
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